I really hate him. I wish to see or hear no more of him. Why can't I live a normal and peaceful life? I guess I have to be more heartless sometimes.

Kevin and Vivian would make a cute couple. Hehe. And to think that she liked him a few months ago, moved on to Chow Chow, and back to him. Interesting. Hehe.

"One can't help but pursue something going far away. But if it goes too far away, one stops caring."

Today, someone called at 10 and woke me up. It was Kevin. He wanted to come over and I told him I was busy. At 11, he called again and I said yeah. Damn. I can't believe that I just said yes. So he got here at about 11:40 and he's lost. And I just took a shower. So I called him and went to pick him up. I also called Vivian since I don't want my mom to think the wrong way. So I took him on a detour and yeah.

When Vivian was there, I went back and yup. Sis and mom was home and they were upstairs. I was making cupcakes. So I made a really bad job since I was worried about the two up in my room. They came downstairs a few times and I heard some banging since the kitchen was right under my room. I told sis to go up there to check and she told me that they were fighting. So I had to go up there and stop them. I let Vivian go home, since I knew she was mad. Really mad. So I was making really really bad ones and Kevin helped. I put them inside and yeah.

Then, we were up in my room talking about things. And looking through my stuff. Then we were eating the very ugly cupcakes and i was eating it with a fork. He knows that I don't like hugs. And sis told him that I never hugged her, mom, dad, or bro. Kevin said that she would get a chance to see him hug me. I was dreading it already. So we were eating and he asked me if I'm going to stab him with my fork if he hugs me. I just continued eating. Then he said, "There's only one way to find out." And he went behind me and hugged me so tightly from behind. I just continued eating as usual. This hug felt real. Yeah. My sister was really surprised. And Kevin was really happy I didn't stab him. He told sis that she's going to get to see more. Great.

So for the whole day, he was attacking me with hugs. Ugh. And he just won't leave. Sis and mom had to leave to go swimming and he wants me to swim. Then we were alone and we took a walk, after I forced him too. It was almost 3 when we got to the mall. Bro called and he was home. I had to buy some cherry candies. So I walked to the supermarket with Kevin. And Uncle was here too. We planned to go buy some iTouches. And he just had to tag along. Doesn't he have a home to go to? His friend kept calling to tell him to go to the internet cafe and yet.

So we were at Best Buy and hanging out. Then afterwards, he followed me to my house again and took my school metrocard. I began "feeling" him to make him give it back to me. And I chased him out the door to the 58 stop. So tiring. When we got there, he gave it back and I felt really guilty. he wants me to go to Flushing iwth him, but I was busy. So I waited for the bus with him.

And we talked about lots of things, before he got on. So here are random bits and I forgot to mention. When he realized that Vivian was there too, he asked, "Why did you bring her along?" And he called me Ling Ling a few times. Oh, how I hate that. And on friday, I was staring at him eating, he stared back. He said that I have pretty eyes and he's jealous. He said the same thing while waiting for the bus. Speechless.

This afternoon, Vivian and I were supposed to hang out with Kevin, but she ditched me. So he called me during class and yeah. I called him later and I told him I was going. I didn't know that Vivian wasnt going at first. When I knew, I wanted to ditch since he makes me depressed. But I went anyways. I waited for quite some time and he came with his friend, Shadab.

So I was sitting alone for a while until Kevin made me go inside the courts. Then he threatened to hug me if I leave. So yeah. I was reading my book, Almost Sex and he took it. Now I have to pay Vivian back for the book. And they hit their ball over the fence and I went and get it for them. I had to walk around the park for 5 minutes to get there.

It was a waste of time but I got the ball. They told me to climb over the fence but it was so tall, so i just hanged out in the grass area for a little while before going the other way. And the other way was so much worst. There were trees and bushes and many branches that smacked me in the face. Finally, I got to a lower fence and climbed over that one instead. It was not fun.

So then after the handball thing and jacking my book, we went to Flushing. I wanted to go home since I had a feeling that Kevin is just going to ditch me. But his friend left and it was just us. He suggested that we go to McDonalds and we did. I ordered some fried and soda for him. I was interesting to watch him eat since it was my first time. So he decided to sit on those very high chairs and I couldn't get up, so I stood there watching me. He was just eating. And he wont stop poking me or hugging me or something like that.

Well... he said that he's going to lift me up if I don't sit, so I had no choice. I was about to fall and he held on to my arm and yeah. So he was eating and I was watching. And he won't stop touching me. So first, I told him that if he won't stop, I'll hold his hand and he poked me. So I held him hand the friendly way. Then I let go. After a few minutes of more poking my arm, I put his arm on the table and my arm over it, to hold it down. He said that he has a right hand that's dirty since he's eating with his hands, so I let go. And we talked about lots of things. I told him that I lie a lot, and basically, told him more about myself.

And we finished eating and I was to go home since I'm afraid that he's going to be an asshole again. I wanted to take the 58, but he suggested that we walk to the 88 and I agreed. So while walking, we talking about lots of things about. I want to suicide and he won't let me stand to his left, since the highway is on the left. He said that he feels safer if I stay on the right. Bullshit. I doubt he cares.

And I brought up Vivian again. He wants to go to my house, but I dont want it. I suggested Vivian's house. They could have some alone time. And we talked some more and he didn't deny it. In a way, I'm glad. It's best if he likes Vivian. Hehe.

We got to the 88 stop and he asked if I want to go to his house. So, I told him that I just want to walk him home. But he was scared that I'm going to do something stupid if he turns around. He threatened to make me stay at his friend's house. Dude, I have a home. So we walked in that direction and my greatest fear came. He stopped leading the way and I was walking around trying to find his house, since I do know the address. But he didn't care and walked alone. Great. Afterwards, we said bye and I gave him a hug, since he already hugged me 24 times today. What harm can one more do? Now it's 25 hugs. Enough for my whole lifetime.

It was already 7 and I walked back and waited for the bus. I talked to Jiali and ... She has her own problems. Don't we all? Oh and all those hugs were really really lousy. He just put both of his hands on my shoulders in a very bad back hug position.

I finally saw Kevin after many days. I was walking to the park and I saw him. I told Vivian that I will get there before him, so I ran and we were a tie. So I had to make my business call and Kevin and his friend, Shadab was playing handball. Vivian was just sitting there.

After I'm done with my calls, I joined her by the bench. And I don't think Kevin does notice us. When he saw me, he said hi and I said hi back. Then he wanted Vivian to play, if not he's not going to give her the money.

So we were in the court and I was standing in a very uncomfortable position for a very long time. Vivian refused to play, so I threw the ball at her and she still won't play. Then we were leaving and I had to tell Vivian to stop and wait, since Kevin and Shadab was catching up. Then they payed her and Kevin hugged Vivian and they were teasing each other and whatnot?

On the 58, we saw Queena and i told her about the dark blue sky and tiny stars. Hehe. What an interesting talk. So yeah. Boring day.

I was to go home alone today since Vivian had to go to the post office and get her books. So I took the 88 home and saw Ting Ting. I decided to walk her home and then I went to the post office to pick up Vivian. She got lots of books. Then we saw the UPS and she rushed up to her home to see if Kevin's gloves were here and they were. So yeah. I helped Vivian with her "homework" and Mimi was licking everything and rubbing herself against my back...

So Vivian wants me to go to the park so she could give Kevin his gloves. Hmmm... What if he doesn't want to see me?

Last night, I posted online that "I think I'm going to go suicidal if I hang around Kevin too much." And he's avoiding now. Also because bro said something about finding blood in the sink. I think Kevin is scared that I'll really go suicidal.

I went to school and came home and took a nap. Vivian called and told me that she was with Kevin. I was really surprised and... It's so depressing. So later on, she called and I had to go to the bus stop and before I got there, he got on the bus and left. So Vivian and I were talking about why he was here and what they did.

Truthfully, I was very very depressed. I rather become suicidal than not see him, but... So when I got home, I got a new hard drive and upgraded to Windows 7. And I talked to Vivian. I didn't really deny it or anything but she thinks I like Kevin now. If he really does ask, I'll say that I didn't deny it or anything since Vivian won't listen.

And Vivian bruised his neck and I feel sorry for him. It's so depressing. This feeling of loneliness. I really shouldn't step into this hole much deeper, feared that I'll bury myself alive and cause my own death. So depressing.

Today is a very interesting day. I woke up at 12 and went online. Then Kevin called and they want to come over to my neighborhood. So I got dressed and went to Flushing Meadows Park with Vivian. We walked all the way there, and then we walked through the Queens Botanical Garden and they were there. It was raining and we were all wet even with an umbrella.

So we had to walk back to Elmhurst. We stopped by Kennedy's Fried Chicken for a quick bite and I wasted so much money since I didn't eat that much. We left after 5 minutes.

And our next stop is Vivian's house. We got there and Mimi was so hyper. Kevin and his friends were just standing there. Then, they were into her room and found her undergarments and one friend was holding it up, Kevin taking pictures and another friend by the door, watching. I had to go in and stopped Kevin using force. Guess I was unhappy since if this happened to me, I'll cry too.

So Vivian's mom is going to be home soon and we left. Then they want to go to my house. But during the way, I had to run back and get my umbrella and food.

Afterwards, we were walking to my house and I had them wait outside for a bit while I clean the house. Then, they came in. They were fascinated by the treadmill and the pieces of paper on the wall. Then they came into my room and was admiring my computer, I think. They want it. And they wanted to look in my closet but I didn't let them. And Kevin said that my room was neat.

They were also checking out my books. And Kevin: points at my Twilight Saga, "What's the meaning of this?" So yeah. Oh and they want to look at my undergarments too. Sheesh.

Then, we were figuring out how to change channels on the television. That was hard. Hehe. Then they had to leave since it was 6. I walked the friends to the 58, and then walked Kevin to the 88. The first half of the walk, we were talking perfectly fine. Then the second half, we didn't talk. It was quite depressing. And we got to the 88 and he got on and it was depressing.

I went home and had some consulting.

I had to go hangout with Kevin afterschool.

He called at 3:30 and I was still in health class so I couldn't pick up. Then I got out and called him back. Vivian wasn't going to be there.

So I got to my stop and went to the park they are in. They are playing and I was sitting far away watching. Kevin kept calling and told me to go inside the courts. After a while, i did. I'm surprised to find him wearing mostly black. And I thought he's optimistic.

So Kevin and his other friend that I never met before were playing and I was just standing/sitting there watching them. It was 5 and we left to flushing. And then his friend had to go home. And I wanted to walk Kevin home.

And he called me annoying, and I had to walk all the way back to go home. Got home at 7. Then went online at 9. I had a very deep conversation with Kevin. I hate how some people could get me to tell them about how I feel.

So basically, Kevin understands me more than some of my old friends now. And this is not a good thing. I'm opening up to people too much. Damn. And he wants to go to my house tomorrow. We're supposed to hang out, and I don't feel like having guests over since I'm really tired about all the heart to heart conversation with Kevin.

So we are going to decide tomorrow. I'm so tired. I want to ditch but...

Oh; let's introduce my high school friends.

Janna Wu: A Christian. She was my first friend. When I told her that I want to cry, she tried to convert me to a Christian too. Scary at first but not anymore. We have living environment together and I like her.

Ting Ting Zhang: She's also in my living environment class. She sits behind me, so I talk to her a lot. A friend but not that close.

David _____: A dude in my living environment. He talked to me today about studying for the quiz. I told him that to rely on memory and while I got 100, he got a 70. The first time he talked to me is today. I'm very surprised.

Jing Liang: She's in my computer algorithm class. Before I knew her, I use to think that her boyfriend is cute, but I stopped. She's cool. We talk about school work and once or twice about personal things, but a friend.

Helen Kim: Korean girl. I use to work with her for computer algorithm group work, but my partner changed to Jing. She's cool though.

Irene Chan: At first, I was sitting alone and she came up to me and I was really happy. That day, she was a bit racist. But I sit with her everyday at lunch and she keeps me happy since she cares. She makes my mornings. And she's not racist anymore.

Lily Dong: She's in my global. I talked to her when I became friends with Irene. At first glance, she's innocent and cute but she's really evil. We eat lunch together and her favorite thing is say is, "My 50 feet dick..." So, yeah.

Nayab Khh: She's the most normal. She's also in my global and I like her a lot. Someone decent in this group of weirdos.

Leonard Lee: He's korean and in my health class. Very funny. He eats the weirdest combination of foods and off the table too. Disgusting yet, interesting.

Coleman _____: He's korean and in my algebra class. Very interesting. We stare at each other without blinking. A lot. Also a member of the lunch groupies.

Melody Wilder: She's so cool. She has many interesting stories of her life. I understand why white people have so much drama now. I love talking to her, though I didn't really like her at first. We have global together.

Lisa Wong: She is creepy when she stares at people. Though, she's very cute. I like her a lot. We are not that close but we are good friends. She's also in my global class. My first impression of her wasn't good either, since she's asian. Not anymore though.

Tallas _____: A global classmate. When we use to see each other, we could give each other "greetings", as in him holding out his fist and making me punch it. Not anymore though. He's cool.

Rebecca Rocca: She's my algebra "buddy". In other words, partner for group work. We bother understand the math concepts well, except for some tricky ones she asked me. A good work partner. We don't talk much. And she's extremely pretty with a lip piercing.

Michael _____: He's in my Italian class with Joseph Dibenedetto too. He's really interesting since he keeps on bugging our friend on everything that we are learning. He's cool though. I enjoy the class when he is around. Makes everything so much more interesting.

Esosa (?) _____: Italian classmate. Our teacher keeps on picking on her since she's taking Italian and French. I feel sorry for her. She talks to me once in a while.

And there are more people but I don't care about listing them. So it's obvious that those whose's last name I have are more important than those that don't. Sometimes, it's not true.

Today was just a normal day. I went home with Vivian and Barbara. Yeah. Boring. And yes, they got me a really really delicious drink. Pomegranate Aloe.

I was lying in bed, waiting for Kevin to call while I was sleeping. I don't want to go today, since my first impression of him was not that great. But Vivian called and told me it was 11:11 and make a wish. So I wished that Kevin would call and yeah. And I went back to sleep. So I woke up at 12 and yeah. I was sitting at my computer, doing random things and at around 1, i recieved a call from Kevin. Wow. I'm really surprised.

So I immediately left the house and went to flushing. I'm going to walk from flushing to the park. So I got to flushing at 1:45 and walked to the park. It was 2. I didn't see him and I sat on the bench and waited. At 2:15, Vivian told me taht she's going to come to accompany me. Then Kevin called and asked me where I was. I told him and he's walking to this handball area. So he got here shortly. He sat down and we talked for a bit.

Then he went to the handball court and yeah. I just stood and watched. I also waited for Vivian to come. And soon she did. When I asked him if he's happy to see her, he said yeah. I just knew it. So for a period of time, he seem quite lonely, sitting on the side, so I went and talked to him. Vivian told me that she's going to leave and I left to walk to her to entrance of the park.

But she doesn't have to go home that fast, so we stayed in the park but anther area. We were sitting on the benches and talking. Then we were walking back to our previous area near the handball courts because I didn't want Kevin to think that I left him. Then on our way back, (It was quite far of a walk.) Kevin called me and I told him that I'm still here.

So we walked back and yeah. We were sitting around and I got so bored that I sat on the railing. It doesn't seem safe but it was fun. Vivian killed a bush of some sort that has thorns because it poked her many times. At around 3:45, Kevin's friend came and Vivian left for real. So we walked back to flushing. And they made perverted jokes and whatnot? I already expected this. So we walked around aimlessly. For hours. HOURS. And Kevin kept on running away and we always had to call him to find out where he is, even though he's standing right there. He definately needs a belt.

Then, we were walking. The friend has 3 warnings before I get pissed while Kevin had unlimited because, "he's brown". So there's a wall on the left and I'm by the wall, then the friend and then kevin. The friend said i love you and i put my arm around his shoulder AND HES WAY TALLER THAN ME SO I HAD TO TIPTOE. So I said while my chin was nearly resting on his shoulder, "you know, i love you too." And i stood properly and then i pushed him towards the wall and that wasnt hard to do since we're in the right position. He hit his shoulder and face agaisnt the wall and scraped it, I think. And I gave him a final push against the wall just to make sure he was stick there a bit longer. I didn't notice but I think Kevin just had a i-have-nothing-to-say expression. (And I feel really really guilty after talking to Jiali about this.)

At 5, we walked back to that park since I offered to walk them home. But we stopped by the park and to the swings. They sat on it while I just laid on the ground, resting since I was tired. The friend wanted someone to push him and after a minute, I got up and pushed him after being taught how. So yeah.

Then I sat down myself and thought about the time and everything. Then Kevin mentioned about pushing me and I walked away. I sat back down and the friend came over and I was scared. Kevin asked if I was ticklish and I lied. The friend came near and I "ran" away and fell to the floor once he was near and started to cry. It wasn't their fault. It's my own problem. So Kevin said he doesn't know how to deal with crying girls and the friend asked if I was okay or not and I am okay. 

Then they taught me how to play handball and bleh. I hit it and it was a really really bad hit but they claim I hit better than Kevin. And while watching them play, I do realize that Kevin does use his left hand to hit the ball, probably to get it straight. So mom called and I lied to her, telling her that I'm at a friend's house, not in the park while no other people around except for 2 guys.

So we decide to move on. While the friend told Kevin to walk to the other side of the court, we ran from him and it didn't work out well since we were both wearing light colors. The run felt good. Never ran like that and didn't feel tired. Wow. It was probably about 100 meters, since we had to go through the other courts.

So we waited for Kevin and yeah. Boring much. We began to walk and they wanted to stop so they cound figure out what's wrong with me. But I continued walking and they had to call me to see where I was. Just down the road peoples. I'm right here. Gosh. So they walked down and they sounded serious about finding out my problem. Jiali called, so I talked to her and was really really happy. They knew that yeah. I had Jiali find out where I am since I'm walking through a lot of parks. Really.

Then I know the way and yeah. We were talking about my problems and I didn't say anything, though I think they want to know. But we were finally out of the secluded area and they were into Dunkin Donuts to get something. I offered to pay, but they didn't want to. So I stood outside the place and waited for the bus. Even though I offered to walk them home, it was pass 6 already and I don't really like to go home that late when I'm not in my neighborhood.

So I got on the bus and the friend wanted a hug. A HUG. WENDY LING GIVING A HUG TO A PERSON SHE JUST MET DAY. Yup. I gave him a half hug at first, then a full one after him complaining. I asked Kevin if he wanted one and he said no. Even better for me. So I got home and thought about this.

And a few points to make everything clear. I didn't use the friend's name because I don't know how to spell it. And when they ask why I don't like the friend, Kevin asked, "Is it because he's brown?" and I said yes. So yeah. We had this whole brown thing going on. And I think I agreed to their hangout on the weekends. This is like a 10 page essay.

After school, I got off the bus at Holly and saw Vivian. We are going the park near her school since Vivian wants her soda from Kevin. So we got there and Kevin ignored us totally. We waited 5 minutes and was leaving when he called her name and we walked back. Then yeah.

She wanted her shoe to hit him but it didn't and he picked it up and ran around the whole park with it. Bad thing was that the park had a grassy area too and Kevin just had to go there. Of course, Vivian was attempting to chase him. I was just watching. After around 10 minutes of this, I couldn't wait anymore and walked over to the handball court. Kevin was playing handball while holding Vivian's shoe. Wow. So talented.

So I walked around and asked him kindly for it and he threw it to his friend. And his friend handed it to me, so I could more-the-less very content. So we were leaving since I had to rush home and Kevin followed us to the entrance before leaving.

So we got home and I had to go to my sister's parent teacher conference and I saw my old 4th grade teacher and it was interesting.

So, my first impression of Kevin Lui is horrible. I was really pissed off. Even if he thinks running around with a shoe is funny, then I don't blame him but... It's really tiring. So I doubt that I'm going tomorrow.

Today, is the date with Kevin again to make up for Tuesday. So I begged Vivian to come with me and she did. I guess I knew that she wanted to go but needed that little push. So I walked to her house and waited half an hour for her. She was so slow in getting ready. Sis and mom had swimming so we saw them. They took the bus and left, and Vivian and I were waiting for the next one. 

It was soon around 1:40 and Kevin said 2-3. So I'm not sure what time but I want to get there at 2. We got on the bus and we got there a bit after. I had a feeling that he wouldn't be there, so yeah.

And he wasn't. I think he was with his friends playing handball. So we walked around to kill time. I walked back to the meeting place at 3 and still not there, so I called him and he was playing handball. So I was mad and cursed him out.

And I was not happy. I wasted my time. Again. So I dragged Vivian around with me trying to find what I need to buy. I was complaining to Vivian too just because I was bored. So she kept calling him and annoying him and I feel bad.

On the bus, Vivian called him again and I felt bad for him so I yelled at her. And she was mad at me. Then someone called again and talked to me. I find it weird from how the person was talking. I asked for his name and he said Kevin. And I didn't think much of this person. And he ended the call with, "I love you."

Weird. When I got home, I recieved another call from "Kevin". Apparently, he got lost. So I helped him and yeah. It was more weird since the location he was in was a few blocks away from Kevin's house. And he ended the phone call with "I love you." Again. So yeah.

And I had a talk to Kevin Lui afterwards. Apparently, it was his friend that called me twice. And that made so much sense. So he wants me to go play handball with him and I didn't want to go. But Vivian called the exactly same time as he asked, so I had no choice but to agree.

Today is the day that I have a "date" with Kevin Lui. I agreed to go since Vivian begged me. Either I go or she would have to give Kevin's friend, Dylan, a hickey. Since this wouldn't kill me, I agreed. It's a tuesday and I don't have school.

So I went to Vivian's house and waited a long time for her. Then we went to take the train and it was a long walk. I wasn't really happy since I'm not fond of trains. But we got there and thankfully, didn't get lost. So it was not 4 yet. The date starts at 5. So yeah. We walked around, back and forth waiting for time to pass.

And when it was time, Vivian had to go to her pychology appointment. And I was left only. It was a bit before 5 so I waited until 5:30. I decide to leave since I had a feeling that no one is going to come.

Ditched for the first time. So I talked to Christina and she was really interesting. I got home soon and yeah. Such a sad day.

It has been a long time I've posted. I've been to busy with school and whatnot. Since there are a few days that are very memorable to me, I was have to update again.

During Lunch, Janna saw with me. She got food and told me to eat osmething but I didn't since I wanted to die. So then she told me she was Christian and then, only one thought came into mind, "Oh Shit!" So today, I learned a valuable lesson about how to not tell a Christian that you want to die. So she was talking all about god understanding me, my sins, Jehovah's Witnesses, the bible, afterlife and etc. I was really really scared. I think I might want to stay away from her and not tell her anything anymore.

I think I prefer molesters over her. Truthfully.

Today is Barbara's birthday. But since Barbara gets out at 1:40 today, I don't think she wants to wait 2 hours for me. So...

After school, Vivian and I went out to Sagos to eat since I'm going to make Mondays our official Sago eating day. So we got there and I got a chicken rice of some sort. I forgot the name. Vivian got the same thing, but she got her jasmine green tea and I got a taro bubble milk tea. The taste was very... wow. In a good way.

So Vivian only ate half of hers while I finished the whole thing. I was starving. And when I got home, I couldn't eat anymore.

I had a sore throat today and it was a bad omen. I'm sick. Great.

I didn't do my chinese homework and the teacher was very very strict with it. Other than that, I was starving. I got home and mom made lots of sushi. She is leaving with sis soon.

So then I tired to nap but I recieved a call from Vivian to go stalking Arnchie with Linna. I don't mind. So I went. We went to Subways since she told me that he was going there to eat but it closed down. So we went to the food court and walked around the place a few times before giving up. Soon, I walked extremely slow when I was walking extremely fast before.

We decided to look for his house and we found it except that we weren't sure. There was this old man that keep coming out. I was so near the house when he came over. Damn. I was about to ring that bell. Second floor that is.

So Linna went to the market with me and got some lettuce. At first, I called it lettuce, then I was swinging the bag around while walking home and said, "I got a cabbage." I didn't get it at first but Linna was laughing. I called a lettuce cabbage. So Yeah. I checked the reciept and it was lettuce. Thank god.

Then Linna ate my sushi and I made my chicken salad for bro. It looks good. She then she was talking on aim with Arnchie and if we went 10 minutes earlier, we could've caught him. And the address was correct. Damn it. And I was so close to ringing it. Damn old people. While Linna was talking to Arnchie, I drew a picture of him on my dry erase board. I like it, but I don't think he will. So I'll post it up when I feel like it. So then, Linna left since it was sunday and it was laundry day.

This is a picture of the French Countryside Chicken Salad.



Picture of the drawing made by Vivian.

I woke up late and it was a good morning. I ate some food and went to get my Hep B shot. Again. So I got there and Jenny was afraid to go in. It was over family doctor and he weights sis to make sure she doesnt get any fatter. It was quick and I was happy. Though, it hurts when the liquid was injected inside.

Then we went to the market and got some salad ingredients. I went home and made them for my brother. It was this French Countryside Chicken Salad. So It was pretty.

Then I had nothing to do and read the cooking books that mom borrowed from the library before the market shopping.

Soon it was already 8. Bro came down and he was hungry again so I cooked some popcorn chicken for him. I was sucking on a cob of corn and he saw. I was just drinking the juices and spitting out the rest of he said, "Great, you're turning bulimic." I told him that the corn taste bad and stuff but he doesn't seem to believe. So he began eating his own cob and it was really clean. The cobs were used to boil soup so it was just tasteless. But he still ate it. Sigh.

So the chicken was done and he came down to eat. We were talking and stuff. I was eating chocolate that was a solid ball and told him that I'm eating it becasue of the shape. "It's fun to eat." Not because it's chocolate. So yup. Weird. I compared it to a chestnut. Also, he ate the leftover salad with blueberries so the blueberries could over the taste of the bad leftover salad. That's what we all do. Blueberries, barbecue sause, and all that stuff. So yup.

School tomorrow. Great. The teacher is mean and I'm not sure if I have homework or not but I'm not doing it.